A Long time I forgot to update my post... Busy with a lot of things in life. This situation made me to fill in my new post here and tell you all about the time. Actually, time is nothing but a line. There was no negative on the line. Thus, we can't go back to the past but look in front for the positive. A DJ of radio said that "waiting" is all of life. I agree with him after I recall my life. Yes, I am waiting all the time from newborn... No, I am waiting even from a sperm! sound funny. I waiting to get into an ovum, waiting to come out from my mother, waiting to grow up... Every day, I am waiting to wake up, waiting to eat, waiting to go out, waiting a call, and waiting to sleep... For now, I am waiting to finish my holiday after an exam and trip. Erm... after all these explanation, I found out that we born to waiting for death but what we can do is fulfill our "waiting" with meaningful, happiness, and enjoy it. ^^
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
As we reel from the shock of one disaster after another, we are so glad that we have the opportunity to do something real to help. Famine 30 2009 ended up with the beautiful scene at Stadium Bukit Jalil on this Sunday,23 August with all the people who are full virtuous. with Famine 30 of this year much more meaningful than last year for me because I joined the members to taste all of the activities in the camp. I felt happy to know you all in the camp of famine 30, my new friends, the famine warriors. The last thing that I must mention is the ambassador of the camp, Ah Mei who is my lovely superstar of Asian. Her voice make us scream and high until the aural of whole stadium become very very hot. After that is time for all warriors to enjoy the VSOY drink. Cheers.... ^^ Hope to see you all at Famine 30 2010. Pei Qi, our camp leader, you must keep your spirit and power to lead us again at next year o. "JiaYou!!!"
Monday, August 17, 2009
A crazy trip that i joined with my 2 other good friends, Simps and Tze Wei.We start our trip at the first evening and end at the second noon. Tze Wei drive us to Genting and we have a dinner there. Then we just walking around and stepped into the casino. The guard keep checking our ic when Simps n me go in n out from the casino. The funny situation at the front door of the casino is Simps show his fastuously face and 21 y/o ic when the security guard asking about her ages because she look young. We went down from Genting to KL at the next morning to shopping around at time-square and SW Plaza until 12pm. What I do when I step into my rented house at cyberjaya is just SLEEPING... zzzz. I think I will have a non-sleep day at the coming weekend for the FAMINE 30,,, haiz.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
It was a movie that I graded to A++ in this year, DISTRIC NINE. A meaningful movie from different aspects. You could see the devil side of human to handle their relations. Yak, what a human be even not better than an alien. I felt shame of human being although I am a human.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Nice collection of 2009:
I love designer, I am anyone you want me to be.
Easy fashion for guys.
Student dresses
Dressing for travel
Dressing for cold.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Just finished a long training for the famine 30 in the afternoon. I felt great to participate the famine 30 activities again.This is the second time I join the Sk group. Many new faces and have a lot of fun at the training. Cant wait to watch my idol, Ah Mei Jie Jie's performance at the stage of Stadium Bukit Jalil. ^^
Nowadays, I know about being in present time and following intuition, and I firmly believe these are what lead to satisfaction in life.
Many of us are finding ways to be right in the present moment, for example by meditating, getting into our creative flow, and being in moments of joy with loved ones.
Once our attention is in the present moment, we can tune in to our intuitive prompts and follow them, if we want. To get better at this skill, we can practise choosing intuitively which way to drive home, and work up to the big things, which can include making interesting plans and building something up
Now, I think dating can be fun and relationships can enrich our lives, but they can also unnecessarily complicate things. An all-consuming relationship, where our neglect stuff like schoolwork or our own hopes and dreams, is harmful in the long run. A good relationship can withstand, even become strengthened by long-distance and other short-term challenges. Therefore, I shouldn’t pass on opportunities like attending a dream college far away or spending a summer abroad for the “sake of a relationship.”
One of my msn friend told me that he cant found any love partner in his life... ComeOn, you’re not, I swear. Sure, having a special romantic and sexual partner can be a wonderful, mutually beneficial experience. That is, when the person, place, time and situation is “right.” Committing to someone you are not really into just for the sake of having a boyfriend or girlfriend is not going to result in the fun, fulfilling relationship that we were dreaming of. In fact, it could be really bad or leave us feeling really limited over time, even making us miss out on a truly great match! If you’re feeling lonely and thinking an on-call lover–best friend would provide that salve for you soul, please bear this in mind. Haha, I experienced it before.
My suggestion is get support from friends. Talk about the hopes and dreams, get realistic assessments, and listen to their advice. They can be some of our best supporters and they often genuinely want to help. The second point is take responsibility for our actions and for our life. Don't let fate run our life! Get informed about safer sex and stock up on birth control, don't just dream it but do it! jia you^^
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Is that good for a life who have a poker face? The answer depend on you but I think the poker face is a part of me now. Why? because many others poker face around me. What I can do is just make my poker to become the biggest card "*A" to fight around. I owned a joker card before and people told me that you are so naive but they just treated you as a fool in their mind. Cruelty, you should cover your card over all people included your best friend, family and lover. The reason is the poker face is only way that you can success in your dignity, your viscounty in the relation, job and love. When necessary and at the true timing, we should open our card and show them our power of the poker card. The smaller is the loser, so be confident to open our card. If you have a spirit of fox, I think is nothing to worry about because i have the spirit now, a "*A" card. Just challenge me if you think your poker can win me. :)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Just change my mobile phone from Nokia 5610XM to a new pda window mobile phone. Actually, I thought I will upgrade my phone to 5800XM but in a special reason influenced me to bought a Motorola A3100 at last Thursday. It was amazing with it's function with GPS, Wifi and Interface like Iphone... Normally, Window Mobile will have some delay as my friends told me but it was not a problem for A3100. It can run multiple applications without any delay. It is a 2009 new phone from Motorola. ^^
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Finally, I finished this game in this weekend, 'PLANTS VERSUS ZOMBIES'. It is the most funny mini game that I played before... It is a house defend game which you should plant many kinds of flower;mushroom;rock(up to 80 various kind of plants)to fight with different types of zombies. Lets play the game if u feeling boring at home. Try to complete all the challenges included surviver, puzzle and mini games.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Second time going to the Genting Casino as I am 21 now... Haiz, the conclusion is lose again (=.=). I just make it as an experience to control my mind so I don't easily "show hand" in the casino at next time... haha ^^
Saturday, June 20, 2009
An impressive movie that made me tear again... "Prayers for Bobby(2009)". This movie base on the true story of Bobby with his family, lover and friends. Bobby is a homosexual teenager who has a dream of being a sucessful writer and live in a traditional American family. He pretended himself as a 'normal' guy in front of his family and have girlfriends before. Unfortunately, his mother, Mary totally cant accepted her son after she know the truth. She think that God can heal her son from the 'sick'. Finally, Bobby jump from the bridge to kill himself for the proof to his mum. After Bobby death, Mary keep found out the truth of Bible about the homosexuality.... and last, Mary changed her mind and became the major force in the fighting of human right. Her tireless work protecting the rights of gay and lesbian youth has established her to sucess. I felt touch when Mary said the words to all via the tv. The words.... Homosexuality is a sin; Homosexuals is doom to terminated in hell; if they want to change they could be heal of the evil ways; if they could turn away from temptation they could be normal again; if only they could try and try harder if it dosent work. Its all the things that I said to my son, Bobby when I found out that he was gay. When he tell me he is homesexual, my world fell hurt. I did every things I could to kill him of his sickness. Eight months ago, my son jump off from bridge and killed himself. I deeply regretted my life dosent know about gay and lesbian people. I see that every things that I was talk and told are all insularity and dehumanity's slander. If I have investicated beyond what I was told; if I just listen to my son when he pull his heart to me, I would not standing here with you feel with regret. I belive the God is please with Bobby kindness and loving spirit; in god eyes, kindness and love is what all about. I didnt know that each time I rebuke to gay people; each time I referred Bobby was sick and danger to our children, his self-esteem and life-importance was being destroyed; his spirit broke with unrepaired. It was not god wills that Bobby find the free way pass to jump off and bumpped by a eighteen tires truck which killed him instantly. Bobby death was directly on his parent's innocent and fear of word gay. He want to be a write. His hopes and dreams should not taken from him but it were. There are children like Bobby sitting in your hall. They are listening when you echo Amen and that was soon silent their prays... They pray to God for understanding, acceptance and for your love.... but your hates, fears and emptiness of the word gay was silent those prays...so, BEFORE YOU ECHO AMEN IN YOUR HOME OR PLACE OF WORSHIP, THINK AND REMEMBER. A CHILD IS LISTENING.
Mary:Please dont give up hopes all on life or yourself, we all are speacial and promise me to keep trying.
Bobby: I write this because one day, many years from now I could be go back and remember what my life is look like and the other reason I write this, as so long as I die, you do have a chance to read of mine, relize the young person that I look like.
All the words above from the middle of this blog is wrote while listening the dialogue in the movie. It was a bit difficult because no english subtitle provided... but I keep trying because I promise you Mary... hah.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
I really love lady gaga's songs after saw her mtv...poker face, love game and just dance...
"Poker Face" took on the secrete of oneself. Who can't read by others will be the winner in games, life and LOVE.
"Love Game" presented the sex and hot situation. The lyric lead us to many SEX scenes like "my ass squeezed by many sexy cupid; I'm educated in sex; the story of us, it always starts the same(sex game);and others." So... are you in the game? Hah...
"Just Dance" showed itself in the confidence and free situation. Everthing will be allright so JUST DANCE in the club... (^.^)
Below is the mtv of "Love Game". Please do not play it if u have sex repulsion because it included group and homosex antilogy.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
A short break from Multimedia University allows me to have a good 2 weeks rest. I though I should only sleep, play, eat and dream in this 2 weeks but a phone called from my cousin sister broke my "rules" of the holiday. A part time job as a graphic designer offered by her boss. This is the second time I work at there, KianLi Engineering Sdn Bhd. The job is easy and the salary is quick high so i accepted the job. The area of my job covered the design of a few pages on the company's enchiridion. Hope that I can finish the job in time and continue my studies after this holiday. (^^)
Sunday, May 31, 2009
We never really know what waiting for us in a life and this is the beuty of it. My life is completely open for any things... I mean no one will know who will spent the next christmas with me; who I will meet after an hour; who I gonna live with after ten years? My life is pretty done exciting with one of the all possibility. It was always be a sunshine after a rain. Anything is possible, anything can happen and there is a hope. (^^) Remember to love in life. Our life will end but our memories is forever and ever.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
The Sun, a yellow dwarf, is the star at the center of the Solar System. It provide life to the earth. Sun bring a lot of advantages to human but I felt absolutely warm at this few weeks. The weather was really hot!!! I think I am suffering like in a hot oven everyday. (>.<) Here are some tips to secure ourselves from the suffer:
(a)Open aircondition if necessary but this action is not supported by WWF because it will lead to global warming. The weather will increse gradually every years. Woefully, people are selffish so just let me feels comfortable in a room with aircondition. Hah
(b)Apply sunblock products when going out. I am using a product with spf25... i think it is not good enough to block the uv light.(=.=)
(c)Drink more water and eat some antifebrile fruits.
(d)Bath 5 or more times a day... I am not that carzy but my friend(XoX)do so.
A news at last week published that some people died with heatstroke at Indian. The highest temperature at Indian can reach to 47'C .It's not a joke... Thus, you should remember to take the bath at least 5 times per days, haha.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
"Argh... hungry again!"... Feeling hungry but absolutely lazy to go out for my lunch and dinner. Thus,I just stepped into the kitchen. Tatatata... a yummi food in front of me after a few minutes. My lunch is a plate of delicious TAMATO CHICKEN FAVOUR SPAGHETTI and my dinner is the CHINESE VEGETABLE HOTDOG MEE. 
I can just go out to the balcony of my rented house to make a bbq if I boring with these two kind of food.Wahaha, I am the "King of big tummy"!!!
Friday, May 1, 2009
It is real that i stepped into a dark town with a friend, siao bear by rode a motorcycle yesterday night. It is a university fulled with the atmosphere of consternation. We stepped into a dark building after we parked the motorcycle on a open air carpark. We passed through all the class room and laboratory to find out some unbelievable scenes. "Ah~AhAhAH~~" Huh!? We heard a song same like human sound, then we rushed to the place where the sound came from. "Waaaaaaaa~~" Many people sang a buddha song for the Wesak day. Haha, the truth is a power cut occured at MMU university in the night of half-moon. We just went to MMU to fulfil our curiosity. Then we saw some student celebrated a early Vesak day as luck would have it.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Today is the begining of my new life
I am starting over today
All good thing are coming to me today
I am grateful to be alive
I see beauty all around me
I live with passion and purpose
I take time to laugh and play every day
I am awake, energized and alive
I focus on all the good things in life
And give thanks of them
I am at peace and one with everthing
I feel the love, the joy, the abundance
I am free to be myself
I am magnificence in human form
I am the perfection of life
I am grateful to be... me
This is a gift from a book 'The Secret' dedicated to me.
It give me a strong mental support to overcome any stress in my life.
It give me a lot of confidence.
The reason is... every day is a new life.
Goodbye yesterday. (^.^)
Jinny 21th birthday, a warm day spent with 4 others friends. We bought 5 small cakes and wine as a suprise for jinny. A bloody scene in front of us after the dinner. We watched "The Sniper". I like Wong's character in that film. A handsome and cool guy who become crazy after some polts. 
Friday, April 24, 2009
Today is a tired day, 1 hour class, 3 hours lab and 2 hours meeting. After the school time, my "outgoing" housemate, bear suggested to go sing K when we prepare to have a dinner. We took the food as much as we can at NewWay buffet dinner until the table full of plates of food. Unfortunately, the taste of the food not very good.A funny situation is Bear threw a lot of soup and food into the closestool. We reached the climax of the night when I sang "爱什么稀罕"(Love not rarity)with simps. woo~~
A nice movie, "confessions of a shopaholic" which made me stepped twice time into the cinema for a same movie. A funny,touch and romantic movie. I rated 8 per 10 points on it. ^^
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
I felt sad at last night. Some personal issue occured. That night leave me and my best jimui, Simps in a house. I keep listened a song "趁早"(earlier) because A Mei sing out my situation. Simps is a good counselor. She listened and talked a lot with me when she felt that I faced some problems. We drink some volka then go out with 2 other friends until 3am. I felt better after it. (^.^).... thank you again, simps.
"You are so noob !!!" I will listened this words in every match of the dota gg game but I keep continue to play it. I think my life will suck without dota because it become a part of my habit. Have you play dota? What heroes are your favorite choice? I like DrowRanger and PhantomLancer before but not now because I am pro for all heroes already... wahaha, just add me in gg if you not believe... bluefishwai
You all should think i am die in the blog circle... it must be but I am not.... I am still alive. I came back from a few months rest. It is allright for the one who not sure who I am because I am a wretch blogger before. I choose a suitable site as my renaissance... blogspot. hehe. Sorry for a lot of nonsense... haha. Just want to tell you all, I am back, a BLUE FISH.
