蓝鱼

爱

2011-07-23T01:44:00.002+08:00

在一部电视剧里，我看到一段时，
心里感触了起来。

你觉得爱是什么？
有的人说：“我自己怎么也找不到爱，也从来没得到过。”
那你付出过爱吗？

其实一个人的感情模式，
是受潜意识的驱使而不由自主的。
其实当别人在爱你时，
自己会一直不断的渴求更多，更多。。。
其实心里想着可以不断经历失败的经验。

直到有一天会被无穷无尽的渴求与欲望溺死。。。
这不是不爱，可是太在乎了。
不要伤害对方，也不要伤害自己。
做出一些不断追求渴望的行为。。。

如果要感受到爱，第一步就是要先爱自己。
也不要怕，不要怕，
希望大家可以快快乐乐地去爱。
也快快乐乐地被爱。。。
得到幸福。=]

情绪

2011-06-04T15:45:00.002+08:00

现在面子书，iphone 网路联系也非常的流行。。。
说实话它们是很容易让人上瘾的，
从而不知不觉被它们控制了。
就在这种情况下，很多人就会花很多的时间关注很多的人。
就这样把很多的时间和注意力都放在它们身上。
然而造成了很多情感上的困扰，
也忽略了真实的感情。

那该用什么方式来经营它们呢？
听了少许建议，觉得很有用。
当谈到事情时尽量不要太具体，
具体到会后悔那就不好了。
所以可以把一些人，事，物都忽略一些。

另外，如果当一些事情关于到别人的隐私的话，
那就要考虑别人的想法。
尤其是另外一半。

如果发觉可以这样做的话，
我想它们可以是记录心情和吸收信息的一个管道，
这样就不会造成情感上的淡薄和误会了。

我们爱一个人，其实只是给我们一个权力，
就是做一些事情让他便得更好。
如果过于了，就会辛苦了自己，辛苦了大家。

我懂了一个道理，
未必你看到的就是这样，
未必你没看到的就表示每发生。
为有的只是信任。

有时候，当我们情绪需求没有被满足，
这是我们就会做很多的设想。
这个不安全感就会变成怀疑和猜测。
如果可以停下脚步，问一下对方，彼此沟通，
那就可以找到那焦虑的源头。
那就能强化彼此的关系。

其实每件事都一样，
不要被情绪控制，
要把情绪控变成控情绪。
让我们把控自己的情绪，自己的生活。
对不起，给过去的顽固和任性。
希望我们一直得到幸福。

深夜

2011-06-04T02:56:00.002+08:00

夜里，非常的宁静，
但无法入睡。
开了一首小提琴曲，
躺着。。。想着。。。累了
现在我非常享受，
享受一个人的寂寞感。
应为寂寞可以让我怀念。

什么时候，可以再感受到。。。
野柳的海洋，士林的夜市，星光大道的夜景，澳门的豪华赌场。。。
还有，布满星的天空。。。

很感谢有你们的陪伴，才能让我感受到当时每一刻。
不同的人，事，物。。。

感受当下就是在人生中最值得不过了。
享受孤单也享受和我经历过时光的每一位。
不论走多远了，希望心中留下每个美好的记忆。。。

努力做好自己，也希望可以和适合的人见到下一个日出。

惜情

2011-06-02T01:43:00.002+08:00

听了lady gaga 的 judas。。。
第一印象是，
很多信徒肯定会不喜欢judas,因为里面包含了背叛神的意识。
但大家有没想过为什么gaga会有勇气唱出这首歌呢？
因为她注重爱情，她唱出爱情路的辛酸。

这首歌唱出了所有正在“惜情”的朋友。。。
他们为了拖着所谓的“情”而盲目地欺骗自己。
里面歌词，"I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby it's so cruel，
But I'm still in love with Judas”
明知道自己是愚人，但还是爱着对方。。。
“Forgive him when his tongue lies through his brain
Even after three times, he betrays me”
明知道自己被背叛，（不止一次）但还是喜欢听到谎言。。。

很欣赏这些愚人们的坚持和信念。
但是看不起他们的勇气。。。
所以才委屈了自己，就像judas mv 里被众人丢石头而不能反抗。

要记得惜情不等于爱情。
一次的背叛和谎言已可证明对方在爱情里，拿走了爱到别放去了。
很欣赏lady gaga 唱出这首歌的勇气，
也很高兴我不是惜情的人，因为我还有理智的思想。
我坚信，爱情一开始是激情，
激情过了但到最后已经有了坚定的感情。
但爱情决不容忍惜情。因为爱情是没有欺骗和同情的。

感谢给着我爱情的人，因为你让我懂得保护爱情。我们也没把爱拿走。^^

包容

2011-05-05T17:55:00.002+08:00

爱情需要包容对方所有，但却容不下一粒灰尘吗？
作天，又一件不开心的事情发生了。
我们都已经包容彼此了吗？
如果是，我们就不能把每一粒灰尘给抹干净吗？

可以，我坚持要解决每一粒灰尘。
但是灰尘会不经意的飘来。。。
你说包容，那这些灰尘你可以和我一起去洗掉吗？
因为在爱情里，单方是解决不掉它们的。
如果你包容我，你不会喊累，不会放弃。
你怕灰尘的掩盖，而我何尝不是呢？

我已经尽力做好防备，如果你害怕。。。就剩我了。
可能爱情曾经美丽，而却都不满足。
但我依然会期待和寻求那份美丽。
希望和你走下去，因为这世上就只有一个你了。

珍惜

2011-03-20T01:41:00.007+08:00

3月20日躺在宁静的夜空中。。。
微微冷风带来回想，回想你给我的快乐，回想你对我的肯定。
口里含着温热的咖啡。。。
热度就像我和你的体温，拥抱的温度。
当我看着你在梦里因我而微笑时，自己在心里也跟着微笑起来。
当我拉着你在山上冒险的步行时，彼此的脑里都刺激兴奋起来。
与你经历从未试过的也与你面对所有一切。
我需懂得珍惜。。。
面对逆境时，不会让你难过，也不想要你伤心。
滴滴滴滴！又听到你的声音从远方传来了。
盖了电话，咖啡也变冷了。。。
心里突然开心起来，因为明天又能见到你了。
也为真正地爱着而感到高兴。
我会记得我们的约定与承诺。因为你就是我所珍惜的。。。

都过去了。。。

2011-01-31T23:51:00.003+08:00

宁静的夜里，突然接到一通电话。。。
对方是我很希望他打给我的那个人，
但这以是过去的了，
因为现在已经有另外一个他在挂念着我，
也是我所爱的人。

你告诉我，你要实现很久之前的承诺，带我去一个小旅行。
但现在的他已经代替你做了。做的事也比你更多。。。更多。。。
也许时间妒忌我们，不允许我们在一起。
但我也要感谢时间，给了我机会认识了他。

这是你之前说过的，“竟然过去了，就让它过去吧”，
现在我就把这句话从新地告诉你。
因为当我想回之前和现在，
我选择了现在，现在的我，现在的他，现在的我们。
我爱你，兔子！乌龟会一直陪你等待彩虹出现的。。。=]

天天想你。。。

2011-01-07T22:43:00.004+08:00

前几个月刚结束一段感情，
认为爱情其实对我来说也许已不存在了。。。
但你的出现，让一切都改变。
你让我再次相信爱情，
你送了一个机会给我们彼此。

谢谢你那温暖的手握着我不放，
在这么多人面前拖着我的手，
望着同一片天空一起看烟火。。。
当你说我是你今年最好的圣诞礼物时，
我的心已经告诉我。。。我必须爱着她！

看着电话里我们都放着的合照，我又再想你了。。。
谢谢你！

有一种爱叫无缘。。。

2010-12-11T12:32:00.003+08:00

你真的能忘了我吗？
你忘了我第一次帮你洗头吗？
你忘了因为你忙，我经常给你送食物吗？
你忘了你躺在我的身边，答应过，如果我要离开你，你也不会放手吗？
你还记得你放手的那一刻，你说你还是爱我的吗？
你希望我过后会开心，但我最开心是可以在一起。
其实我有恨你，你为什要放下我，为什么都是我在努力争取这段感情。

一个开始，另一个结束。
爱来了，爱走了。
爱让人幸福。
却也让人撕心裂肺。。。
一次的冲撞引发了矛盾。。。是年轻，是冲动，还是我们太脆弱。
一次的分开导致了迷糊。。。是亲切，是缘分，还是我们太空虚。

谢谢你，给我爱过。。。
让我懂得。。。
爱情没有对错，因为，
有一种感情叫无缘，
也有一种爱叫作成全。。。
成全你要的生活，
竟然都放下了，那就珍惜我们现在所拥有的吧。
最后，希望我永远可以把你放在心里。。。
一边听着“天使的翅膀”，我哭了。。。
这一次后，我答应自己不会再为你掉泪了。
再见。。。

答案

2010-07-18T16:32:00.001+08:00

今天… 天空的颜色不一样了…. 变得灰暗了.
是天上的天使要哭泣了吗?
一连串不开心的事情都发生了…
虽然被某些原因约束着, 我还是依然地爱你…
把能做到的, 能给到的都放在你身上了.
你懂吗? 你感受到了吗?
其实…
我并不是你想象地坚强…
那只是我把它们都保护得很好.
所以…
当你觉得不在爱我时,
告诉我吧…
我回让你离开的.
我会继续在我的生命里尽量地犯错…
勇敢地面对挫折.
This isn’t the time to make hard and fast decisions,
It’s the time to make mistakes.
Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill.
‘永远’ 是不存在的…
经过所有的错误和挫折….
我不再怕别人问我…. 你的生存价值和目的是什么?
因为那时候…
我已经会知道答案.

出卖

2010-06-27T23:04:00.004+08:00

用心付出的爱情
未必换来公平的回应
原本以为爱情是诚实的
但当所有信任都挡不住背叛
那么真心早以毫无价值了....
感情
真的像一个按一下就停的闹钟而已吗?

对不起...

2010-05-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

另你伤心...
另你难过...
这不是我想要的,
希望知道,
为什么会让你这样...
但不用你说出口,
我心里也明白...
让你说出来,
是希望让我和你承担,
让你的伤心都给我...
最后,
只想说一声...
对不起,我爱你...

大海

2010-05-18T12:14:00.006+08:00

伟联的歌声, 真情的画面, 内心的呐喊,
让我重新爱上大海...
也让我哭了...

从那遥远海边，慢慢消失的你，
本来模糊的脸，竟然渐渐清晰，
想要说些什么，又不知从何说起，
只有把它放在心底。
茫然走在海边，看那潮来潮去，
徒劳无功想把，每朵浪花记清，
想要说声爱你。
却被吹散在风里，猛然回头你在哪里？
如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱，
就让我用一生等待，
如果深情往事你已不在留恋，
就让他随风飘远。
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁，
就象带走每条河流，
所有受过的伤，所有流过的泪，
我的爱，请全部带走。

FifiPhotoshooting

2010-05-16T22:24:00.003+08:00

等待.... I'll be waiting for you here inside my heart...

2010-05-10T14:40:00.004+08:00

等待....
将时间化作思念.
等待....
将美丽变成永恒.

我们诉说彼此的心情,
在平平谈谈的牵挂中,
蕴藏着刻骨铭心的思念...
静静地等待,
为心中的这份真情,
我为你守候...

抬起头,
一个人静静地望着天上的白云,
我知道我又会想起你了....
在远方的你过得好吗?

过往以随风而去,
我会用心去等待下一个雨季...

正在学习飞翔的鱼儿...

2010-05-08T21:17:00.006+08:00

风知道
我快舍不得了...
想你的时候
云会轻轻地拭去我的眼泪...

谢谢风在我的生命中轻轻地吹过...
也曾经给过我短暂的快乐...
但这已是过去...

温柔的云儿我会等你带我去到你和我的目的地的...
你那温暖的声音和歌声都是真诚的...
因为我相信你...

Tonight, I dream of myself flying in the air
flying from far far away
just flying against the wind...
At first, I was lonely, I was afraid,
but after awhile I meet u...
You begin to fly together with me
Although the wind is strong
and still a long road to go
I am really lucky to have you from other side.
I miss you...
May be one day I will be able to fly
but I will be back...
I promise...
to bring you along to flying all the way to the cloud.

我会想你的...

Never too far away....

2010-04-04T21:41:00.002+08:00

"Everybody out there,
Don’t ever take anybody for granted,
‘cause you never know when you might lose him…
You may never get the chance to tell him what you really feel.."

From Mariah Carey.

love....

2010-02-10T15:55:00.008+08:00

My sweet beautiful monster, I am so grateful to have found you, and I try to give you all my love. You must have come from heaven because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart ate by you. My sweetest sweet, my dearest dear, my trust and hope and my freedom of all fears, always my love, no matter how far or how near... You make me feel special; You make me feel new; You make me feel loved with everything you do. I just want to say I LOVE U.
Hope all of my friends found their love in this sweet valentine coming soon. I love my friends who support me always. love you all.

Time Is NothinG But A LInE

2009-10-11T09:14:00.001+08:00

A Long time I forgot to update my post... Busy with a lot of things in life. This situation made me to fill in my new post here and tell you all about the time. Actually, time is nothing but a line. There was no negative on the line. Thus, we can't go back to the past but look in front for the positive. A DJ of radio said that "waiting" is all of life. I agree with him after I recall my life. Yes, I am waiting all the time from newborn... No, I am waiting even from a sperm! sound funny. I waiting to get into an ovum, waiting to come out from my mother, waiting to grow up... Every day, I am waiting to wake up, waiting to eat, waiting to go out, waiting a call, and waiting to sleep... For now, I am waiting to finish my holiday after an exam and trip. Erm... after all these explanation, I found out that we born to waiting for death but what we can do is fulfill our "waiting" with meaningful, happiness, and enjoy it. ^^

You've Got The Power

2009-08-28T17:51:00.012+08:00

As we reel from the shock of one disaster after another, we are so glad that we have the opportunity to do something real to help. Famine 30 2009 ended up with the beautiful scene at Stadium Bukit Jalil on this Sunday,23 August with all the people who are full virtuous. with Famine 30 of this year much more meaningful than last year for me because I joined the members to taste all of the activities in the camp. I felt happy to know you all in the camp of famine 30, my new friends, the famine warriors. The last thing that I must mention is the ambassador of the camp, Ah Mei who is my lovely superstar of Asian. Her voice make us scream and high until the aural of whole stadium become very very hot. After that is time for all warriors to enjoy the VSOY drink. Cheers.... ^^ Hope to see you all at Famine 30 2010. Pei Qi, our camp leader, you must keep your spirit and power to lead us again at next year o. "JiaYou!!!"

A non-sleep Genting + KL trip

2009-08-17T22:09:00.007+08:00

A crazy trip that i joined with my 2 other good friends, Simps and Tze Wei.We start our trip at the first evening and end at the second noon. Tze Wei drive us to Genting and we have a dinner there. Then we just walking around and stepped into the casino. The guard keep checking our ic when Simps n me go in n out from the casino. The funny situation at the front door of the casino is Simps show his fastuously face and 21 y/o ic when the security guard asking about her ages because she look young. We went down from Genting to KL at the next morning to shopping around at time-square and SW Plaza until 12pm. What I do when I step into my rented house at cyberjaya is just SLEEPING... zzzz. I think I will have a non-sleep day at the coming weekend for the FAMINE 30,,, haiz.

Distric 9

2009-08-15T01:25:00.004+08:00

It was a movie that I graded to A++ in this year, DISTRIC NINE. A meaningful movie from different aspects. You could see the devil side of human to handle their relations. Yak, what a human be even not better than an alien. I felt shame of human being although I am a human.

Fashion put it all on me

2009-08-11T21:54:00.011+08:00

Nice collection of 2009:
I love designer, I am anyone you want me to be.
Easy fashion for guys.

Student dresses

Dressing for travel

Dressing for cold.

Famine 30 coming SOON...

2009-08-10T01:51:00.005+08:00

Just finished a long training for the famine 30 in the afternoon. I felt great to participate the famine 30 activities again.This is the second time I join the Sk group. Many new faces and have a lot of fun at the training. Cant wait to watch my idol, Ah Mei Jie Jie's performance at the stage of Stadium Bukit Jalil. ^^

Making The Most Out Of Life

2009-08-10T00:22:00.006+08:00

Nowadays, I know about being in present time and following intuition, and I firmly believe these are what lead to satisfaction in life.

Many of us are finding ways to be right in the present moment, for example by meditating, getting into our creative flow, and being in moments of joy with loved ones.

Once our attention is in the present moment, we can tune in to our intuitive prompts and follow them, if we want. To get better at this skill, we can practise choosing intuitively which way to drive home, and work up to the big things, which can include making interesting plans and building something up

Now, I think dating can be fun and relationships can enrich our lives, but they can also unnecessarily complicate things. An all-consuming relationship, where our neglect stuff like schoolwork or our own hopes and dreams, is harmful in the long run. A good relationship can withstand, even become strengthened by long-distance and other short-term challenges. Therefore, I shouldn’t pass on opportunities like attending a dream college far away or spending a summer abroad for the “sake of a relationship.”

One of my msn friend told me that he cant found any love partner in his life... ComeOn, you’re not, I swear. Sure, having a special romantic and sexual partner can be a wonderful, mutually beneficial experience. That is, when the person, place, time and situation is “right.” Committing to someone you are not really into just for the sake of having a boyfriend or girlfriend is not going to result in the fun, fulfilling relationship that we were dreaming of. In fact, it could be really bad or leave us feeling really limited over time, even making us miss out on a truly great match! If you’re feeling lonely and thinking an on-call lover–best friend would provide that salve for you soul, please bear this in mind. Haha, I experienced it before.

My suggestion is get support from friends. Talk about the hopes and dreams, get realistic assessments, and listen to their advice. They can be some of our best supporters and they often genuinely want to help. The second point is take responsibility for our actions and for our life. Don't let fate run our life! Get informed about safer sex and stock up on birth control, don't just dream it but do it! jia you^^

I have a POKER FACE !?

2009-07-30T23:24:00.003+08:00

Is that good for a life who have a poker face? The answer depend on you but I think the poker face is a part of me now. Why? because many others poker face around me. What I can do is just make my poker to become the biggest card "*A" to fight around. I owned a joker card before and people told me that you are so naive but they just treated you as a fool in their mind. Cruelty, you should cover your card over all people included your best friend, family and lover. The reason is the poker face is only way that you can success in your dignity, your viscounty in the relation, job and love. When necessary and at the true timing, we should open our card and show them our power of the poker card. The smaller is the loser, so be confident to open our card. If you have a spirit of fox, I think is nothing to worry about because i have the spirit now, a "*A" card. Just challenge me if you think your poker can win me. :)

Mc Ice age3 Happy meal.

2009-07-29T16:19:00.006+08:00

Just collected 2 out of 10 Ice Age3 toy from MacD. Here are them...

I lov my Mobile Phone...

2009-07-19T21:06:00.001+08:00

Just change my mobile phone from Nokia 5610XM to a new pda window mobile phone. Actually, I thought I will upgrade my phone to 5800XM but in a special reason influenced me to bought a Motorola A3100 at last Thursday. It was amazing with it's function with GPS, Wifi and Interface like Iphone... Normally, Window Mobile will have some delay as my friends told me but it was not a problem for A3100. It can run multiple applications without any delay. It is a 2009 new phone from Motorola. ^^

Plants Versus Zombies

2009-07-05T00:46:00.003+08:00

Finally, I finished this game in this weekend, 'PLANTS VERSUS ZOMBIES'. It is the most funny mini game that I played before... It is a house defend game which you should plant many kinds of flower;mushroom;rock(up to 80 various kind of plants)to fight with different types of zombies. Lets play the game if u feeling boring at home. Try to complete all the challenges included surviver, puzzle and mini games.

Casino

2009-06-28T17:32:00.002+08:00

Second time going to the Genting Casino as I am 21 now... Haiz, the conclusion is lose again (=.=). I just make it as an experience to control my mind so I don't easily "show hand" in the casino at next time... haha ^^

A child is listening

2009-06-20T16:13:00.009+08:00

An impressive movie that made me tear again... "Prayers for Bobby(2009)". This movie base on the true story of Bobby with his family, lover and friends. Bobby is a homosexual teenager who has a dream of being a sucessful writer and live in a traditional American family. He pretended himself as a 'normal' guy in front of his family and have girlfriends before. Unfortunately, his mother, Mary totally cant accepted her son after she know the truth. She think that God can heal her son from the 'sick'. Finally, Bobby jump from the bridge to kill himself for the proof to his mum. After Bobby death, Mary keep found out the truth of Bible about the homosexuality.... and last, Mary changed her mind and became the major force in the fighting of human right. Her tireless work protecting the rights of gay and lesbian youth has established her to sucess. I felt touch when Mary said the words to all via the tv. The words.... Homosexuality is a sin; Homosexuals is doom to terminated in hell; if they want to change they could be heal of the evil ways; if they could turn away from temptation they could be normal again; if only they could try and try harder if it dosent work. Its all the things that I said to my son, Bobby when I found out that he was gay. When he tell me he is homesexual, my world fell hurt. I did every things I could to kill him of his sickness. Eight months ago, my son jump off from bridge and killed himself. I deeply regretted my life dosent know about gay and lesbian people. I see that every things that I was talk and told are all insularity and dehumanity's slander. If I have investicated beyond what I was told; if I just listen to my son when he pull his heart to me, I would not standing here with you feel with regret. I belive the God is please with Bobby kindness and loving spirit; in god eyes, kindness and love is what all about. I didnt know that each time I rebuke to gay people; each time I referred Bobby was sick and danger to our children, his self-esteem and life-importance was being destroyed; his spirit broke with unrepaired. It was not god wills that Bobby find the free way pass to jump off and bumpped by a eighteen tires truck which killed him instantly. Bobby death was directly on his parent's innocent and fear of word gay. He want to be a write. His hopes and dreams should not taken from him but it were. There are children like Bobby sitting in your hall. They are listening when you echo Amen and that was soon silent their prays... They pray to God for understanding, acceptance and for your love.... but your hates, fears and emptiness of the word gay was silent those prays...so, BEFORE YOU ECHO AMEN IN YOUR HOME OR PLACE OF WORSHIP, THINK AND REMEMBER. A CHILD IS LISTENING.
Mary:Please dont give up hopes all on life or yourself, we all are speacial and promise me to keep trying.
Bobby: I write this because one day, many years from now I could be go back and remember what my life is look like and the other reason I write this, as so long as I die, you do have a chance to read of mine, relize the young person that I look like.
All the words above from the middle of this blog is wrote while listening the dialogue in the movie. It was a bit difficult because no english subtitle provided... but I keep trying because I promise you Mary... hah.

Lady GAGA

2009-06-11T22:55:00.003+08:00

I really love lady gaga's songs after saw her mtv...poker face, love game and just dance...
"Poker Face" took on the secrete of oneself. Who can't read by others will be the winner in games, life and LOVE.
"Love Game" presented the sex and hot situation. The lyric lead us to many SEX scenes like "my ass squeezed by many sexy cupid; I'm educated in sex; the story of us, it always starts the same(sex game);and others." So... are you in the game? Hah...
"Just Dance" showed itself in the confidence and free situation. Everthing will be allright so JUST DANCE in the club... (^.^)
Below is the mtv of "Love Game". Please do not play it if u have sex repulsion because it included group and homosex antilogy.

A part time job as a graphic designer.

2009-06-02T17:35:00.005+08:00

A short break from Multimedia University allows me to have a good 2 weeks rest. I though I should only sleep, play, eat and dream in this 2 weeks but a phone called from my cousin sister broke my "rules" of the holiday. A part time job as a graphic designer offered by her boss. This is the second time I work at there, KianLi Engineering Sdn Bhd. The job is easy and the salary is quick high so i accepted the job. The area of my job covered the design of a few pages on the company's enchiridion. Hope that I can finish the job in time and continue my studies after this holiday. (^^)

An unknow...

2009-05-31T23:44:00.006+08:00

We never really know what waiting for us in a life and this is the beuty of it. My life is completely open for any things... I mean no one will know who will spent the next christmas with me; who I will meet after an hour; who I gonna live with after ten years? My life is pretty done exciting with one of the all possibility. It was always be a sunshine after a rain. Anything is possible, anything can happen and there is a hope. (^^) Remember to love in life. Our life will end but our memories is forever and ever.

The power of SUN

2009-05-12T16:14:00.006+08:00

The Sun, a yellow dwarf, is the star at the center of the Solar System. It provide life to the earth. Sun bring a lot of advantages to human but I felt absolutely warm at this few weeks. The weather was really hot!!! I think I am suffering like in a hot oven everyday. (>.<) Here are some tips to secure ourselves from the suffer:
(a)Open aircondition if necessary but this action is not supported by WWF because it will lead to global warming. The weather will increse gradually every years. Woefully, people are selffish so just let me feels comfortable in a room with aircondition. Hah
(b)Apply sunblock products when going out. I am using a product with spf25... i think it is not good enough to block the uv light.(=.=)
(c)Drink more water and eat some antifebrile fruits.
(d)Bath 5 or more times a day... I am not that carzy but my friend(XoX)do so.

A news at last week published that some people died with heatstroke at Indian. The highest temperature at Indian can reach to 47'C .It's not a joke... Thus, you should remember to take the bath at least 5 times per days, haha.

Yummi Yummi

2009-05-07T22:03:00.007+08:00

"Argh... hungry again!"... Feeling hungry but absolutely lazy to go out for my lunch and dinner. Thus,I just stepped into the kitchen. Tatatata... a yummi food in front of me after a few minutes. My lunch is a plate of delicious TAMATO CHICKEN FAVOUR SPAGHETTI and my dinner is the CHINESE VEGETABLE HOTDOG MEE.

I can just go out to the balcony of my rented house to make a bbq if I boring with these two kind of food.Wahaha, I am the "King of big tummy"!!!

Stepped into a scary Dark Town.

2009-05-01T01:40:00.007+08:00

It is real that i stepped into a dark town with a friend, siao bear by rode a motorcycle yesterday night. It is a university fulled with the atmosphere of consternation. We stepped into a dark building after we parked the motorcycle on a open air carpark. We passed through all the class room and laboratory to find out some unbelievable scenes. "Ah~AhAhAH~~" Huh!? We heard a song same like human sound, then we rushed to the place where the sound came from. "Waaaaaaaa~~" Many people sang a buddha song for the Wesak day. Haha, the truth is a power cut occured at MMU university in the night of half-moon. We just went to MMU to fulfil our curiosity. Then we saw some student celebrated a early Vesak day as luck would have it.

A New Life

2009-04-26T17:05:00.001+08:00

Today is the begining of my new life
I am starting over today
All good thing are coming to me today
I am grateful to be alive
I see beauty all around me
I live with passion and purpose
I take time to laugh and play every day
I am awake, energized and alive
I focus on all the good things in life
And give thanks of them
I am at peace and one with everthing
I feel the love, the joy, the abundance
I am free to be myself
I am magnificence in human form
I am the perfection of life
I am grateful to be... me

This is a gift from a book 'The Secret' dedicated to me.
It give me a strong mental support to overcome any stress in my life.
It give me a lot of confidence.
The reason is... every day is a new life.
Goodbye yesterday. (^.^)

A Birthday Dinner at Pavillion

2009-04-26T14:13:00.011+08:00

Jinny 21th birthday, a warm day spent with 4 others friends. We bought 5 small cakes and wine as a suprise for jinny. A bloody scene in front of us after the dinner. We watched "The Sniper". I like Wong's character in that film. A handsome and cool guy who become crazy after some polts.

A buffet dinner at NewWay

2009-04-24T03:00:00.005+08:00

Today is a tired day, 1 hour class, 3 hours lab and 2 hours meeting. After the school time, my "outgoing" housemate, bear suggested to go sing K when we prepare to have a dinner. We took the food as much as we can at NewWay buffet dinner until the table full of plates of food. Unfortunately, the taste of the food not very good.A funny situation is Bear threw a lot of soup and food into the closestool. We reached the climax of the night when I sang "爱什么稀罕"(Love not rarity)with simps. woo~~

Beautiful Sunset

2009-04-24T02:49:00.003+08:00

A beautiful sunset... nice scene. You should ask me where I took the photo. hehe... a secrete.

Second watch of "Confessions of a Shopaholic"

2009-04-24T01:54:00.007+08:00

A nice movie, "confessions of a shopaholic" which made me stepped twice time into the cinema for a same movie. A funny,touch and romantic movie. I rated 8 per 10 points on it. ^^

A Sad Night.

2009-04-22T18:56:00.001+08:00

I felt sad at last night. Some personal issue occured. That night leave me and my best jimui, Simps in a house. I keep listened a song "趁早"(earlier) because A Mei sing out my situation. Simps is a good counselor. She listened and talked a lot with me when she felt that I faced some problems. We drink some volka then go out with 2 other friends until 3am. I felt better after it. (^.^).... thank you again, simps.

Dota Life

2009-04-22T18:32:00.000+08:00

"You are so noob !!!" I will listened this words in every match of the dota gg game but I keep continue to play it. I think my life will suck without dota because it become a part of my habit. Have you play dota? What heroes are your favorite choice? I like DrowRanger and PhantomLancer before but not now because I am pro for all heroes already... wahaha, just add me in gg if you not believe... bluefishwai

I am swimming back...

2009-04-22T14:23:00.000+08:00

You all should think i am die in the blog circle... it must be but I am not.... I am still alive. I came back from a few months rest. It is allright for the one who not sure who I am because I am a wretch blogger before. I choose a suitable site as my renaissance... blogspot. hehe. Sorry for a lot of nonsense... haha. Just want to tell you all, I am back, a BLUE FISH.